What would you do if you were me?

hmm i've been in the same situation.. liked a close friend, i went with it and made it worse and it ended pretty badly, but if i had to pick between being that close with her and feeling like that, than feeling nothing, i'd still pick being close with her, so i say go, i know i'd rather be away with her smiling than at home feeling depressed..anyway if you don't go you'll probably just regret it.